I hate dating apps

 

Dating apps are crap. No wonder I found my ex there, and things didn’t work out. Somehow I still used it, almost like gambling. 

People don’t give the chance to know each other well. They simply don’t.

They want everything immediately, and instantaneously. Is so frustrating. 

People nowadays are always swiping and texting a bunch of people at the same time.

Guys wont even chase girls in real life anymore. Because the internet made it easy for them to chase a bunch of girls at the same time.

That’s why there are a bunch of single people just like me, being left aside. 

I tried finding me a boyfriend since the past relationship. It didn’t work out. And I getting worry, cause this year I will be 26 already, and I really want to be a mom someday. 

I’m worry that I will end up being a single lady with no family. And one day my mom will pass away, and I will be all alone. That’s my biggest fear. 

I don’t want to be alone, I really don’t. But, I also don’t want to marry someone just for company. I want to marry by love. I want to be with someone that I have feelings. 

I don’t care if the guy have a great job, a great salary, is good on everything, if I don’t have feelings for that person. 

The types of guys that I like are the types of guys that my mom wouldn’t approve. And the types of guys that my mom wants me to marry, are the types of guys that I don’t feel attracted to. 

Is hard to define attraction. It varies from person to person. Is personal.