Garota solitaria

 

I bought this cute funny looking keyboard on Amazon, so I can continue posting on this Blog :)

My Mac laptop broke :( And there is no way to fix it.

So. Where have I been??

Well. It’s a long long story of how I got here. A lot of adventures for sure.

It went from saying goodbye to my family and friends, to my mom’s new marriage that didn’t work out, to living with my uncle, aunt and cousins, to moving to USA.

It also went from leaving all my belongings in Kauai, to starting all over in Colorado. 

It went from discovering my first love at the age of 19. To figuring out that he was not the love of my life. As much as I wished though at the time.

Many might find my story tragic and upsetting. And for who those who doesn’t know me, boring.

There is so much to the story then you imagine. 

It goes from losing a father relationship at the age of 3, because of drug abuse/violence. To forgiving my mom for not had giving me the attention I needed as a kid. 

It goes from suffering Bullying at school at the age of 12, to growing up as an insecure teen. That’s when I decided to write on my blog. Starting when I was 15.

Had the influence of a friend, a cousin that wrote her first book, and my uncle that writes books to sell, and teaches. He’s also an artist. 

Also, met toxic people. A lot of toxic people. 

Friendships that didn’t work. Envious people that turn their back when you need the most. And to make it worse, are pretty aware of my depression, but still manage to step on me when I last expect.

Like my mom said: Will stab you in the back, and pretend they are the ones that are bleeding. 

Also, will tell lies, and try to steal your old friendships. But a real friendship can’t be stolen, you know why? Because if is a real friendship, it can’t be lost. It will remain forever.

I tend to be very loyal when it comes to friendships and relationships. I don’t take those for granted.

I don’t care what car you drive, what job you have, what brand you like. 

I don’t care about what language you speak, your beliefs, your vote. As long is you are respectful to me, I will treat you well. And if you are not respectful, all I will do is say goodbye.

I always been and always will be a lonely girl. A girl that spends most of her time alone, not by choice, but by circumstances.